as the weeks roll bye

hey this shot is from the fourth of July at the club with Susan's parents.  it was a good time, Cara was there too...   It's getting kind of close to baby being born and this house feels uncomplete.  Her room is miles from being a baby's room and I don't know the first thing about baby upkeep and maintenance.   I guess we have enough user manuals around that I probably could wing it if it came down to it.   It is weird to me how close this new life is to being here and yet how far away it feels.   People seem to have a whole lot they think about every aspect of having a kid.   Where did all these opinions sprout from, the all sound crazy when put together.

Vent

recover

vent some more

recover again

hey..  back now...   anyway they say that life begins again with kids, I can see that, and I look forward to walking this little one to the coffee table/ edge of the yard/ down the street/ to her college dorm/ down the isle and anywhere else she thinks I should be walking with her.   time is odd, I am out of time for tonight, I feel odd, people oddly stare at me sometimes, at times odds are better then evens. peace. don't hurt your brain thinking that I had some deep and meaningful thing to say here.  cause it will hurt your brain, and then I'll have to let you down later with my complete inability to be deep at all...

take care...  remember that

shucks, what?
oh bye...