I'm not so worried about the small hand held portals into other places but the truth that when I let it into the parts that used to be rest I was loosing me, those breaks give me a second to get a grip and see clearly.
I think of it like trying to search for my keys using binoculars. They are great tools for seeing that wild life out there in the trees but not so good about looking behind the picture on the mantle.
Here is to me finding the rests and really taking a breath. Let's live this life.